I wish I would have listened when I figured out, I knew you from the inside.

I want to write my second song to listen to thing. But I think this time it will be a band. Not even one that I'm extremely familiar with. Brightwood. I think the reason that this band sticks out to me is because of the vocals. On the 2 songs that I have, the vocals are chilling.
Have you ever listened to a song and thought: Hey, this should be in a movie? Or maybe you could have sworn it was in a movie but it wasn’t. This is it. It’s strange but I think that my mom may just like them. Which is rare. She claims to like most of it but I think she can’t stand most of the punk and electronic that I listen to. But this music makes me happy.
They have everything going for them lyrically and the sound is gorgeous. And they’re super chill. Their not punk or popish. More down to earth. They kind of remind me of the Script (but then again, everything is reminding me of the Script right now due to the fact that I'm obsessed). You can take any line from their songs and get an awesome quote. You can’t do that with a lot of bands, trust me, I get bored and I try. They use standard instruments but they have this crazy almost electronic sound that makes them addicting. And the songs never get old.
So instead of one song I'm recommending a band. Or really, the two songs that I know: -Swan Song, -Sit Still.

Coming soon: crazy in-depth review of The Cab so that I can maybe convince the units to let me go to the concert. Then my obsession will be fulfilled. This band is actually pretty interesting so I’ll get to work on that soon. And their trying to get me to do some sort of brain work over the summer, like a research project, and this is research so here I go. Hopefully it will fill the blank summer hours that occasionally happen. Wow, I'm pathetic.

When you think things are getting better, remember we're best friends for never.

Sean: "I began the book because I wanted to tell Libby's story. Her truth. But for every life that's recorded in words, printed, made tangible...there are thousands of unwritten lives intersecting it. Each one a seperate truth,leading to its own ending."--Bee-Luther Hatchee (A play by Thomas Gibbons)

my music for today--
-Panic Switch (Silversun Pickups)
-Best Friends For Never (Dropout Year)
-Body Bag (HIt the Lights)
-I Got It (Galatic)
----my music taste sucks today <3

Cross your fingers and hope he doesnt wait up for you. cause my touch lingers, it will be written all over you

Presented Garcia project with Mellissa on Invisible Children a while ago. Though, Pete Wentz would have been a much better topic (except for that; mustaches and their effect on history, I support that group).
I don’t have much to say, I'm just writing boredly. Brightening people’s days (as I have been informed like 537658375 times in my “yearbook”).

There is nothing constant in my life. No one constant in my life. Good to know.

Maybe I’ll continue my vignette journal with this, I have one in case you didn’t know. But this one isn’t the one I bring to school everyday. Haha. And I'm starting this little autobiography (that’s when you write about yourself, right?)

Been singing We Made You for the last week or so. Eminem needs to go bye-bye. From my head at least, I feel dirty.

One of my favorite things in the world is that ongoing competition for my affection (Annie, Diamond, nd occasionally Pauli) w/ mixy cds and more musical love

New Favorite Band: You, Me, and Everyone We Know
-happy music. ish. my mom says i need to listen to more of it or im one step closer to that psychairatrist (and, no, not Joamna, more on it later)

Listen to: Dirty Laundry

More reason to mourn not beiong able to go to Warped

And proof its good: Diamond said YMAEWK stole some of the % of her heart from the Audition.

Musical Guru Strikes AGAIN...



He loves you like a truck stop screw
"When we're alone he adores me"
You best get it straight, say it
"When we're both dressed you just bore me"---Life

You are everything I want. Cause you are everything I'm not.

“Sometimes I wish
That you’d just leave
And stop making it so
Hard to breathe

And your whispers
Were slightly heard
They said they wanted lies
And you were there to say the word” –fml at 11:45

Quick thought:
Think back to all the Disney movies that you watched when you were a child. Now try to name one that both parents are alive in. it’s not easy. Ariel didn’t have a father. Cinderella’s mom died. The Lion King; was there parents, I can’t remember? Finding Nemo! Yep, both a mom and a dad! Too bad they decided to kill her off in the first five minutes.
Basically every Disney movie includes death, or violence, or some kind of tragedy. Yes, it does provide for plot, but should a child be exposed to this? Whatever.
I heard that the new movie, I think it’s called Earth, took it too far. Instead of one or two, there were three animal killing scenes. That’s too much. Even the adults were scared by this, so it wasn’t subtle stuff. And it’s never the normal animal to get killed, you always have to watch a child, or an oldie, or a sick one die.
So go Disney. Life is cruel…

But Yay today is my birthday. And I got to wear my pretty dress today. It is a little baggy though. But I got 2 awards and quite a few laughs with Roxana at the ceremony. Oh and cookies, and brownies, and cupcakes. Which I brought to 5th and they were eaten within 30 seconds of being revealed. I didn’t get much of that. But it was all worth it when Jake spit out his oatmeal cookie because he thought it was chocolaty.
And Diamond’s email last Friday was enough for a lifetime of love. And Pauli gave me a letter that almost made me cry with the feelings of being important. And yummy smelling sprays. On the back was this mind-blowing poem. That I'm going to be greedy and keep to myself. I'm so thankful for people like this. Most of the time. People like this never fail to blow my mind (Can I ask you a hypothetical question?)- So yea, pretty interesting day.

Book signing tonight. Grabbing my size 3s and paint-splattered V-Neck as we speak. Or as I type (even though you can’t type and get dressed at the same time) Picking Kayla up later. This might just be interesting.

Oh, and the Psycho mock is finished. Edited. We missed so many shots, and I'm terrible at dying. Which I cover up with the extremely accurate fact that the storyboards were wrong so I didn’t know what to do. Ms. Garcia saw it, and everybody else’s so I'm sure I will be hearing about the hilariosity of this later.

Ice Cream soon. And Self-Titled Album (the Audition) released today. I can’t wait; Lela’s buying it for my prezzie. My favorites are the Running Man and Los Angeles. Los Angeles has the cutest theme; the dude is jealous of Los Angeles because it gets to keep his love for two months. <3>

we all know that your a beautiful girl in this horrible world

"Chiodos to record in autumnBrian Shultz on 4/11/09 @ 12:00 PM
Chiodos will be recording their new album in the fall according to a recent interview. Considering Equal Vision's recent partnership with Sire Records to release 2007's Bone Palace Ballet internationally, perhaps the two will team up again to release the band's new album either late this year or in early 2010. That's pure speculation, however. "-altpress.com

if this is true..i will dither spaz all over the place. im not even kidding, diamond understands

When We Hear Hearts Break We'll Say Their Playing Our Song

sorry if i dont post much over spring break, but im super mucho busy, which isnt exactly what i wanted but whatever. so im going to start that weekly music thing and give u an awesome song to listen to..
--so #1, is my new favorite song. if your a fan of mayday parade, the dude sings the last minute of the song..
Look for the meaning in the lyrics, anyone can relate to this, its a common topic. especially if your in to eyes, like so many of "mine" are, cough cough annie,
this is a new band, i their on warped, so check 'em out. they were one of the 21 best unsigned artists (or more suiting: bands) on purevolume last year.

so here we have:: Catapult (Vega Under Fire)

The only chance I have of leaving this state and all I know
Is my Revolver mouth and arsenal of bones
Left in the closet, along with the notes of lust and list of foes
Oh, my divided mind and restless soul
The only chance is gone

I know it hurts
I know you're scared
I noticed all the signs
Though you will be always mine
It's a matter of time

If this won't change
How am I suppose too fulfill this rage
Honestly, I want this more
I need this more
Its left in the closet along with the notes of lust and list of foes

Oh my divided mind and restless soul
The only chance is gone
My foul, open mouth,
Takes a bow and leaves me black and blue

I know the truth behind your stare
I know our hearts beyond repair
Oh, I know the truth beyond your stare

heyy dont u lobbe spring break

-If you ever find yourself bored online, give this a listen. I often find myself extremely bored, and I go on purevoulme.com. This is a website that allows different bands to have profiles, and put their music on for download. It’s kinda like that myspace music thing but a lot less poser. It’s more raw. So I was looking and I found this guy named Goot. Yea, that’s his last name (I can’t remember his first name, but he goes by Goot so it doesn’t matter.)
-This guy is insane. He’s like 20ish and a one man band. He plays guitar, drums, piano and vocals. For himself. He mixes it all together into this awesomeness. His songs are super super catchy. For instance, Doctor’s Orders, after I listened to that song like 200 times I was convinced that the chorus has been a few movies.
-If you’re ever bored and decide to mess around with a few chords on the piano, he’s a great inspiration. He is an awesome pianist. And his voice is what I call schoolbusattack material (only Gabi will get that).
-I know its super boring listening to me go on and on about some artist, but give this dude a listen. Usually I hate this type of music (I'm more indie punk) but this dude is something else. So if your looking for something that’s not so clean cut, not radioized (=sucks), and a little different, give this dude a listen.

If you’re still looking for weird rough stuff it would be a good idea to do this too. (I'm gonna throw in facts here too, I seem to be good with random information about music) Look up Midtown. This is the Cobra Starship (Gabe is awesome) singer with a more acoustic (dare I say rockish) sound. On Purevolume, Sister Golden Hair is free. If you’re a fan of the Academy Is, you might recognize the name of this band (After the Last Midtown Show).
The Academy Is (William Beckett, perfection in one word)…William Beckett used to be in a band called Remember Maine (Stab and Twist, Make It Quick) with his best friend Nick Sicema (spelling?). On Purevolume you can find Waiting Up free for download. If you really know me well, you’ll recognize this song. I have adopted it as my anthem. The lyrics are sprawled across everything I own.

Must listen to whenever you are blehh
All Over You (The Spill Canvas)
Baby You Won’t Last a Minute on the Creek (Chiodos)
Temper, Temper (Envy on the Coast)
Annie Taylor (Lives of Famous Men)
Glass to the Arson (Anberlin)

normally i dont do this

lately ive been enjoying art. alot. so i just wanted to show you this painter i read about on this (other) blog i follow. keep in mind, shes only 10.

heres her link: http://www.flickr.com/photos/supersolveig/